How can you not indulge when confronted with entire plateful of home-made cookies?
Now, in previous years, I've been able to hold myself in check. I was able to indulge, but limit the indulging.
This year, I have seen myself go overboard one too many times. At my annual cookie exchange, one of my girlfriends made those peanut butter cookies with a Hershey's kiss on top. I ate almost everyone I brought home, and would have finished them if my daughter didn't come home and scarf down the remaining ones. The rest of the cookies where safely bagged into little cellophane bags for gift giving because I could move on to another cookie to indulge in.
Then, my sister-in-law sent an entire 4 POUND TIN of David's Cookies to us as a gift. After overindulging in chocolate chip, peanut butter chip and white chocolate macademia chip cookies, I sent the entire tin of cookies into work with my husband to get it out of the house.
And, I can't seem to stop myself. I'm on the tail end of my radiation treatments for breast cancer (only 2 treatments left), and I'm guessing that the additional stress of cancer has weakened my normal resolve.
Worse, I've been indulging in dairy more than I should.
Now, anyone who has been reading my blog for a while probably knows that I had to swear off dairy when I realized it didn't really agree with me. On the advise of a naturapath, I went cold-turkey off dairy a few years ago to see if it would clear up a chronic post-nasal drip I had.
Well, going off dairy not only cleared up my sinus problems (my allergies actually improved as well), but I also noticed that my constant chronic flatulence cleared up as well. I come from an extremely gassy family, and just thought it was something I had to deal with.
But, after a few weeks of indulging in dairy, my chronic post-nasal drip is back and let's just say you'd want to think twice before hanging out in a sealed room with me.
I know I have to get back to my usual strict food regime, but right now I just don't have the will-power to do it. It's Winter, there's hardly any day-light, it's the holidays, and I'm being treated for cancer.
I guess that's what New Year's resolutions are for.